Monday, December 23, 2013

Hail King Jesus- Still the only Hope of the World!!

It's hard to believe that another year has gone by. As I reflect on this past year and where I was a year ago and where me and my family are now, I can clearly see the Hand of God in the lives of the ones I love and in my life also.

We wait and wait for an answer to our prayers, yet sometimes they seem to never come. But although our hope wains in and out, it is still there, because we know in the depths of our soul that it is only Jesus that can make our dreams come true. He is our only hope. But,why do we doubt Him? Why do we question anything He promises us in His Word? He tells us clearly in scripture that the reason we do not receive is because we do not ask. Matthew 21:22 is quite clear, "If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer." John 14:14 also tell us "If you ask me anything in my name, I will do it."

Probably because we feel so unworthy of His favor and love. But it shouldn't be that way, because we belong to Him and we are His children, highly favored and worthy of His love. Once we repent of our sins and turn our lives over to Him, we are children on the most High King and worthy of everything He opens His arms up to bless us with. Ask and you will receive. The Bible is so clear about that.

I believe that every little bit of hope that exists in the world today is there because of God's amazing love. We get our strength from Him and Him alone. When our country was stuck on 9/11 and we lost 3,000 of our fellow citizens, where did we turn? It certainly wasn't to Mohammad or Buddha, it was to the one true God, the God of Abraham, Isaac and Jacob, and the Creator of the Universe.


The only true God who sacrificed His only Son to die for us, in our place,so we could live forever with Him. Jesus was the sacrificial lamb of God, slain to take away the wretched sin of the world. Sin so repulsive that God can not bare to look upon it. So Jesus was sent into the world, to stand in the gap between man and God. He bore our sins on that Cross when He was crucified, He was the lamb of God, slain for the sins of mankind.

2,000+ years later, the story is still told about the only sinless man to ever walk the earth. Fully man, yet fully God, He remained with us only a short 33 years before He was brutally crucified by the Roman Empire for doing exactly NOTHING. He committed no sin against anyone, yet He took our sins on His back. He was humiliated, spit upon, laughed at and yet He said not a word. He clearly was the lamb of God, slain for all of us.


And therein lies our only true hope in this life. People in your life will come and go. Little by little, you will lose the ones you love most in the world. I've begun to see this as I get older and have now lost my own parents and some older dear friends. It's amazing how our rose colored glasses get clearer and clearer the longer we reside on this earth. Things that were so important to us in our youth have fallen away. We view life differently, at least I do. I treasure everyone in my life more than ever. I learned 15 years ago when with one trip to the doctor, that your life can change in an instant. Everything you thought was so important really doesn't amount to much of anything at all. The one thing that truly does matter is your relationship with God. You either belong to Him, or you are still walking through this life in darkness. Turn your life over to Him today, you'll never be sorry.

This life we live here on this earth in temporary. We are only passing through. Our real hope is our eternal home with Jesus! Jesus is truly still our only hope! Hail King Jesus - His birth was prophesied many many years ago by the prophet Isaiah. In Isaiah 7:14 we read: 

"Therefore the Lord himself shall give you a sign; Behold, a virgin shall conceive, and bear a son, and shall call his name Immanuel."


Come oh Come Emmanuel! We eagerly await your birth!


Merry Christmas and Happy New Year to everyone! May God be with you during this holiday season and in the coming year.

My verses for today is above in red.

My prayer for today:

Lord Jesus,

We eagerly await your divine birth! Our only hope exists in you and your life, death and Resurrection! We joyfully say, Come oh Come Emmanuel!

In Jesus name,
Amen and Amen



Monday, November 18, 2013

Giving thanks in everything~

These last few weeks I've had a tremendous amount to be thankful for. My fourth CCSVI angioplasty, at Rush University in Chicago, on 11/1 was an unqualified success. It was a hurried trip and exhausting trip, but the relief from having my 50% and 65%  jugular veins opened back up was almost immediate. The burning ear tips and crushing head pain that had been plaguing me the past 8 months was no where to be found. A CCSVI miracle? Yes, for me, venous angioplasty has truly been a God-send- and God-Thing as I like to call them. Nothing has helped some of my most debilitating multiple sclerosis symptoms like this very simple venoplasty procedure has. Thank you Jesus for CCSVI and Dr. Paulo Zamboni's discovery of it! Thank you that I am feeling better than I have in months! Thank you for renewed health and energy! I know this healing has come by Your Hand and I am forever thankful!!

But there are other things in my life that seem to be falling into place after many tearful and sleepless nights. Sometimes, you pray and pray for something, and you think the Lord isn't listening. But He is, and He will answer, when He's good and ready, AND in the way He wants to!

I was talking with a dear friend of mine this morning, discussing how you never know how the Lord is going to move. Often, it's exactly the opposite of what you may have planned, and it's always better than anything you could have imagined, because it's part of His perfect plan for that person's life. Not one of us knows the perfect plan that the Lord has laid out for each of us, but there is one and He will complete His work in that person's life, regardless of anything we might do to try and do to have our own way with that loved one.

Our job is to support them, love them, encourage them, try to teach them right from wrong and instill a love of the Lord in their lives. Jeremiah 29:11 reminds us: For I know the plans I have for you,” declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future. To me that verse says, BACK OFF, I know what I'm doing. I have a plan! They are just on loan to you, they belong to ME!

It's strange how we try and try so hard to keep a hold on what's going on with members of our own family, and when things get out of our control, we feel distressed and worry, like we are in charge of any of it anyway?  One thing I've learned over the past 15 years of living with MS is this - We are in charge of NOTHING. The Almighty is still on His Throne, and He is in charge of it all. Big sigh of relief don't you think?

So, why do we go kicking and screaming not wanting to let go of what we feel is our control over a situation? I guess it's our human condition, our sinful nature, that wants to try and act like we know what we are doing at all times. Forgive us Father, for we have sinned. We know that you are the one in charge of everything in this world and you know every detail, every thought, every action before we even do think or do them. You know every hair on our head, you know every single thing about each and every one of us. What Power and Majesty our King has!

Of course, there are other things I'm still praying about, situations that are unresolved that I am asking the Lord to give me the strength to endure the waiting until His perfect answer comes. And it will come, In His perfect Timing! We must trust and believe that He has our back, because He always does!



As Thanksgiving time approaches quickly, I pray that we will always remember to give thanks in all circumstances, good and bad. 1 Thessalonians 5:16-18 tells us "Rejoice always,  pray without ceasing, in everything give thanks; for this is the will of God in Christ Jesus for you." Pray without ceasing and always give thanks for everything you have because it all comes from the Hand of God Almighty.

We are nothing without Him.

My verses for today are above in red.

My prayer for today:

Heavenly Father,

I do give you thanks for the miraculous things that are happening in my life right now. I know that they come by Your Hand and have nothing to do with me! Thank you for my renewed health, thank you for my family, thank you for our home. Thank you Lord for answered prayers. Thank you Lord that you will give me the strength I need to wait on the unanswered prayers. Let me totally turn it over to you, knowing that Your Will will be done in the lives of those I love.



















I pray,
Amen and Amen

Wednesday, October 30, 2013

Trusting & believing for great things in Jesus Name~

As I opened my blog today to write a post for the first time in about 6 weeks, my verse on the opening page screamed at me from Matthew 21:21 "Jesus replied, "Truly I tell you, if you have faith and do not doubt, not only can you do what was done to the fig tree, but also you can say to this mountain, 'Go, throw yourself into the sea,' and it will be done." Another few verses came to mind immediately from Mark 11:24-25 " Therefore I tell you, whatever you ask for in prayer, believe that you have received it, and it will be yours. And when you stand praying, if you hold anything against anyone, forgive them, so that your Father in heaven may forgive you your sins.” and 1 Peter 1:7: These have come so that your faith--of greater worth than gold, which perishes even though refined by fire--may be proved genuine and may result in praise, glory and honor when Jesus Christ is revealed."

Yes Lord, I have faith, Yes Lord, I have faith, Yes Lord, I have faith. I keep saying that to myself over and over again as the days lead up to my next healing approach quickly.

I try to believe those words with everything in me. Do you believe those words with all your heart and soul? Having faith like that is what we all aspire to have as Christians, but is it really attainable? Do I believe enough to actually move a mountain? That one I'm not so sure about, and I consider myself a true believer in what the Lord can do. I have seen it in my own life and in the lives of others. So, why does just that little bit of doubt slip into our minds? Because we're human and we don't believe that we can actually move a mountain just because the Bible says we can. Come on Lord, really, I can't move a mountain, can I? That tiny little sliver of doubt can be what keeps us from achieving great things for the Kingdom of God. If He says it, He means it. It's the truth and unfortunately, it's our little pinch of unbelief that keeps us from achieving unbelievably great things for Him.

Many verses in the Bible talk about our faith and lack of it. If we only believe, we can do do great things. If we only Believe, we can indeed move mountains and if we only believe, what we asked for in prayer will be ours. The next verse about our faith becoming genuine is also one of my favorite ones in the Bible. I do want my faith to prove to be a witness to Jesus and His Glory. Isn't that what we all want? But do I actually think I'm worthy of that? We often can have so little faith in ourselves, when the Lord has all the faith in the world. It's us and our lack of faith, not His. .


As I approach my 4th CCSVI procedure on Friday in Chicago, I do so knowing full well that the Lord will use this procedure and the capable hands of Dr. Arslan to heal my body and brain. This particular surgery has been a long time coming because the initial testing did not prove that I had blockages in my jugular veins, yet I still had quite a bit of intense pain. After talking with my doctor in Chicago, Dr.Arslan, I felt the Lord leading me to pursue a different treatment which hadn't been done in this area before which I suspected would reveal the extent of my problems.  Not surprisingly, God opened the doors for all the right people to enter my life and make this available for me. That is no surprise at all for me because I have seen Him do that in my life several times before. As I've said before, I believe there are no co-incidences, only God-incidences. With the help of Dr. Mark Haacke at Wayne State University and one interested and very empathetic MRI tech & wonderful Christian brother Paul Saunders of Park Place Imaging in Tampa, FL. I was able to have the extensive Haacke Protocol MRV and Blood flow analysis which revealed where my true problem was.


                                                       Me and Dr. Arslan at the ISNVD in Feb. 2012

                                          Dr. Haacke (second from left and some of my other hero's)
                                          Dr's Simka, Robert Zivadinov, Mike Dake and of course, Dr. Paulo Zamboni
                                                 

                                         Paul Saunders, my MRI tech, Me, Pastor Brent and another helper!

It took 6 months to get all this done, and it took patience and persistence on everyone's part. But I knew that Jesus wouldn't let me down, and He certainly didn't. The wheels were in motion and everything came through just as I knew it would. When you turn it over to Him and seek His guidance, He will prove himself every time without fail, but you must trust and you must believe with all your heart and you must wait on His perfect timing. He is always on time, He is never late. It's always us that wants it right NOW!

I do want this successful procedure to bring Him Glory and that is what I am claiming in His Mighty Name! I am thanking everyone involved in this process for me, from start to finish. Onward we go to Chicago! Thank you Lord Jesus for this opportunity to prove Your love and faithfulness to many <3 font="">

My verses for today are above in red

My prayer for today:

Heavenly Father,

I come to you today, thanking you for opening the doors of heaven for me to make a way to bring an end to this pain I am in. Thank you for the cooperation of so many in helping me. I pray that you will guide Dr. Arslan and his team during my surgery. Be right in that room with us Father, from start to finish. I want to give you all the Praise and Glory for any and all healing that I receive from this procedure, in Your Mighty name I pray,



















Amen and Amen